1 00:00:03,704 --> 00:00:06,537 the best family drama in years. 2 00:00:06,537 --> 00:00:08,579 Tonight, the season premiere. 3 00:00:08,579 --> 00:00:12,113 - How was your day? - It was okay. 4 00:00:12,113 --> 00:00:14,785 I love a girl who loves a guy in a coma. 5 00:00:14,785 --> 00:00:16,647 Other than that, it was pretty standard. 6 00:00:16,647 --> 00:00:18,589 (Amy) Ephram Brown, meet Colin Hart. 7 00:00:18,589 --> 00:00:22,153 - You want my dad to help Colin? - If you could talk to him. 8 00:00:22,153 --> 00:00:24,355 You´re the last stop for us. 9 00:00:24,355 --> 00:00:26,227 (Amy) Your father turned them down? 10 00:00:26,227 --> 00:00:29,260 He´s never turned anyone down. My dad´s never met long odds. 11 00:00:29,260 --> 00:00:30,661 What if it were your son? 12 00:00:30,661 --> 00:00:33,504 It´s easier when I didn´t know my patients. 13 00:00:33,504 --> 00:00:34,635 I didn´t care. 14 00:00:34,635 --> 00:00:36,507 Colin came through very well. 15 00:00:36,507 --> 00:00:39,440 - ´He´s coming home.´ - ´Too soon, if you ask me.´ 16 00:00:39,440 --> 00:00:42,113 Right now, Colin needs to get on with his life. 17 00:00:42,113 --> 00:00:43,814 (Andy) ´With an injury like Colin´s´ 18 00:00:43,814 --> 00:00:46,077 patients can behave unpredictably sometimes. 19 00:00:46,077 --> 00:00:47,118 Ah! 20 00:00:47,118 --> 00:00:48,519 [coughs] 21 00:00:48,519 --> 00:00:50,621 You´re sick and nobody wants to deal with it. 22 00:00:50,621 --> 00:00:52,583 You thought it´d stop with the puking. 23 00:00:52,583 --> 00:00:55,256 - You got a lot worse up ahead. - Don´t be crazy. 24 00:00:55,256 --> 00:00:58,129 You don´t wanna deal with the severity of what´s happened. 25 00:00:58,129 --> 00:01:00,131 He´s not out of the woods yet. 26 00:01:02,293 --> 00:01:05,366 (Andy) ´A thrombus of this type is like a ticking bomb´ 27 00:01:05,366 --> 00:01:07,368 ´inside of Colin´s head.´ 28 00:01:07,368 --> 00:01:09,069 Promise I won´t be a vegetable? 29 00:01:09,069 --> 00:01:10,271 No. 30 00:01:10,271 --> 00:01:12,303 Promise I won´t lose my mind or memory? 31 00:01:12,303 --> 00:01:14,074 No. 32 00:01:14,074 --> 00:01:16,677 - Count backwards from ten. - What can you promise me? 33 00:01:16,677 --> 00:01:19,680 - Ten, nine.. - Nothing. 34 00:01:28,159 --> 00:01:30,121 [indistinct chattering] 35 00:01:38,729 --> 00:01:42,373 - Here are your drinks. - Lookie here. 36 00:01:42,373 --> 00:01:44,705 Thank you. 37 00:01:44,705 --> 00:01:48,379 - For a pretty girl. - You´re not giving me all. 38 00:01:48,379 --> 00:01:50,141 - Ha ha ha. - Oh! 39 00:02:06,126 --> 00:02:07,298 [Colin grunts] 40 00:02:07,298 --> 00:02:09,460 Hey, alright, slow down there, Delia. 41 00:02:09,460 --> 00:02:11,632 Remember, there´s no running by the pool. 42 00:02:11,632 --> 00:02:14,765 That´s right, little lady. Unless, someone´s chasing you. 43 00:02:14,765 --> 00:02:16,307 [all laughing] 44 00:02:16,307 --> 00:02:17,738 Here they come. 45 00:02:17,738 --> 00:02:20,441 Hey, I´m paying you to lifeguard or have fun? 46 00:02:20,441 --> 00:02:22,142 - Well, I-- - Save it. Save it. 47 00:02:22,142 --> 00:02:25,576 I sense a fight in the shallow end, so get to your posts. 48 00:02:25,576 --> 00:02:27,918 And you. The Bahama Mamas get one umbrella each. 49 00:02:27,918 --> 00:02:31,151 What do you think, I´m made of money? 50 00:02:31,151 --> 00:02:33,454 So, uh, are we still on for tonight? 51 00:02:33,454 --> 00:02:36,257 Colin, school starts tomorrow at, like, dawn. 52 00:02:36,257 --> 00:02:38,629 Meet me underneath the diving board after it closes. 53 00:02:38,629 --> 00:02:40,631 The place should clear out by 11:00. 54 00:02:40,631 --> 00:02:43,494 Junior here? Most difficult year of my life coming up. 55 00:02:43,494 --> 00:02:46,737 Chill out, Grover. You´re even smarter than you are pretty. 56 00:02:46,737 --> 00:02:49,300 - You´ll have a perfect year. - Hey, soldier. 57 00:02:49,300 --> 00:02:52,703 I´m thinking this mai tai has too much mai and not enough tai. 58 00:02:52,703 --> 00:02:54,905 - I´ll get you another one. - Thanks. 59 00:02:54,905 --> 00:02:58,609 And tell that bartender not to pansy out on the rum either. 60 00:03:00,851 --> 00:03:04,255 - So I´ll meet you at eleven? - Eleven o´clock. 61 00:03:04,255 --> 00:03:05,456 Good. 62 00:03:06,317 --> 00:03:07,788 Don´t be late. 63 00:03:16,497 --> 00:03:17,968 [clears throat] 64 00:03:17,968 --> 00:03:20,671 Well, Colin and I weren´t, uh.. 65 00:03:20,671 --> 00:03:23,374 ...exactly best friends or anything, but, uh.. 66 00:03:23,374 --> 00:03:26,677 But he´d say hi to me in the halls and stuff. 67 00:03:26,677 --> 00:03:28,779 And he was always doing nice things 68 00:03:28,779 --> 00:03:31,211 you know, even if he didn´t know you. 69 00:03:33,814 --> 00:03:36,387 Like this, uh, one time in freshman year 70 00:03:36,387 --> 00:03:40,421 uh, I forgot to study for Miss Powers´ algebra midterm 71 00:03:40,421 --> 00:03:43,223 so he totally let me copy off of him. 72 00:03:44,625 --> 00:03:47,358 ´I always thought that was kind of cool.´ 73 00:03:47,358 --> 00:03:50,701 (male narrator It´s hard to say what happened exactly. 74 00:03:50,701 --> 00:03:54,004 For the most part, it depends on who you ask. 75 00:03:54,004 --> 00:03:56,637 There are as many sides to a story 76 00:03:56,637 --> 00:03:58,569 as there are pairs of eyes. 77 00:03:58,569 --> 00:04:00,811 It´s always been that way. 78 00:04:00,811 --> 00:04:03,944 One of those sides must be closer to the truth 79 00:04:03,944 --> 00:04:06,677 but we´ll never know which one. 80 00:04:30,901 --> 00:04:35,346 Tomorrow is closing day at the Everwood pool. 81 00:04:35,346 --> 00:04:36,977 And, um.. 82 00:04:36,977 --> 00:04:41,682 ...every year, Mr. Macabee throws a luau. 83 00:04:41,682 --> 00:04:43,714 ´And I never really thought much about it´ 84 00:04:43,714 --> 00:04:47,488 ´but...that´s what I was doing just now.´ 85 00:04:47,488 --> 00:04:51,021 I was imagining Colin there. 86 00:04:53,894 --> 00:04:57,968 I was imagining what he would do and what he would say. 87 00:04:57,968 --> 00:04:59,069 [door opens] 88 00:05:00,771 --> 00:05:03,874 I try even now to look back at that time. 89 00:05:03,874 --> 00:05:05,976 Look past the blame and the outrage 90 00:05:05,976 --> 00:05:08,909 that made it all so hard to see anything. 91 00:05:08,909 --> 00:05:11,782 I try to piece it together. 92 00:05:16,517 --> 00:05:18,989 What follows is all I know. 93 00:05:23,654 --> 00:05:26,797 [theme music] 94 00:06:11,001 --> 00:06:12,843 The funeral for Colin Hart 95 00:06:12,843 --> 00:06:16,507 fell on the first warm day of spring. 96 00:06:16,507 --> 00:06:18,148 For many who attended 97 00:06:18,148 --> 00:06:21,912 it was the most difficult day they had ever known. 98 00:06:21,912 --> 00:06:24,955 But the day was kind enough to pass. 99 00:06:32,863 --> 00:06:35,395 I´d like to say it took a while for Everwood 100 00:06:35,395 --> 00:06:37,568 to return to business as usual.. 101 00:06:37,568 --> 00:06:40,100 ...but it didn´t. 102 00:06:40,100 --> 00:06:42,172 By the time summer paid us a visit 103 00:06:42,172 --> 00:06:46,607 things even gave the appearance of being normal again. 104 00:06:46,607 --> 00:06:48,879 (boy Oh! Ha ha ha.´ 105 00:06:48,879 --> 00:06:50,881 - ´There he is.´ - What are you kids.. 106 00:06:52,483 --> 00:06:55,916 Bright and Amy went back to their usual summer jobs. 107 00:06:55,916 --> 00:06:57,688 Ephram joined them 108 00:06:57,688 --> 00:06:59,950 though his duties were a little less glamorous. 109 00:06:59,950 --> 00:07:01,822 - ´Marco.´ - ´Polo.´ 110 00:07:01,822 --> 00:07:04,895 Delia finally made herself that group of girlfriends 111 00:07:04,895 --> 00:07:07,898 so important to a little girl´s youth. 112 00:07:07,898 --> 00:07:10,801 Andy Brown, on the other hand 113 00:07:10,801 --> 00:07:13,904 suffered the expected scrutiny of a community 114 00:07:13,904 --> 00:07:16,807 that didn´t care to understand the intricacies 115 00:07:16,807 --> 00:07:19,039 of Colin Hart´s surgery. 116 00:07:21,642 --> 00:07:26,477 All they knew was that the boy they had loved dearly was gone. 117 00:07:26,477 --> 00:07:28,779 And the man they deemed responsible 118 00:07:28,779 --> 00:07:31,051 still walked amongst them. 119 00:07:37,187 --> 00:07:39,730 Did I mention I´d rather be golfing right now? 120 00:07:39,730 --> 00:07:41,461 (Rose) Only 500 times, Harold. 121 00:07:41,461 --> 00:07:42,963 You know, Rose 122 00:07:42,963 --> 00:07:45,566 it is one thing to insist that I take Fridays off 123 00:07:45,566 --> 00:07:48,238 it is another thing entirely to make me spend them here 124 00:07:48,238 --> 00:07:52,072 amongst these half-naked, sun-damaged chuckleheads 125 00:07:52,072 --> 00:07:53,904 whose idea of heavy summer reading 126 00:07:53,904 --> 00:07:56,747 alternates between "In Touch" magazine 127 00:07:56,747 --> 00:07:58,779 and Hillary Clinton´s autobiography. 128 00:07:58,779 --> 00:08:02,583 The next copy of which I trip over, I am tossing in the pool. 129 00:08:02,583 --> 00:08:05,185 - Did you bring the sunscreen? - Yes, I did. 130 00:08:05,185 --> 00:08:09,820 Only after your last application I don´t think there´s much left. 131 00:08:09,820 --> 00:08:12,492 - Good morning, Dr. Abbott. - Good morning, Mrs. Greeley. 132 00:08:12,492 --> 00:08:15,195 Uh, no, thank you. I already have two of my own. 133 00:08:15,195 --> 00:08:18,599 It´s Edwin´s diaper rash. I think it´s getting worse. 134 00:08:18,599 --> 00:08:20,631 I just prescribed the ointment yesterday. 135 00:08:20,631 --> 00:08:21,902 It does not work overnight. 136 00:08:21,902 --> 00:08:23,834 I´d feel more comfortable if you´d look. 137 00:08:23,834 --> 00:08:25,636 I´d feel more comfortable 138 00:08:25,636 --> 00:08:28,278 if you got Edwin´s bottom further from my nasal cavity. 139 00:08:28,278 --> 00:08:30,581 (Rose) Harold. 140 00:08:30,581 --> 00:08:33,143 Let me...mmm.. 141 00:08:33,143 --> 00:08:34,645 [crying] 142 00:08:34,645 --> 00:08:35,986 He´s fine. He´s fine, Mrs. Greeley. 143 00:08:35,986 --> 00:08:38,188 Give the ointment a few more days to work. 144 00:08:38,188 --> 00:08:40,891 By the time you get my bill, he´ll be better. 145 00:08:40,891 --> 00:08:42,152 - Your bill? - Yes. 146 00:08:42,152 --> 00:08:44,054 For the medical services you just connived. 147 00:08:44,054 --> 00:08:46,296 Have a nice day, Mrs. Greeley. 148 00:08:49,099 --> 00:08:50,801 I swear, Harold, sometimes I think 149 00:08:50,801 --> 00:08:54,304 you secretly enjoy being the most despised man in Everwood. 150 00:08:54,304 --> 00:08:55,806 It´s no secret, Rose. 151 00:08:55,806 --> 00:08:57,267 Although the last time I checked 152 00:08:57,267 --> 00:09:01,171 that slot had been permanently filled. 153 00:09:01,171 --> 00:09:03,273 (Delia) ´Stop here. Stop here.´ 154 00:09:03,273 --> 00:09:08,018 Delia, stay near Brittany and her mom and call me at lunch. 155 00:09:08,018 --> 00:09:09,650 I guess you´re not coming in? 156 00:09:09,650 --> 00:09:12,953 I would, but, uh, it´s a crazy day at the office. 157 00:09:12,953 --> 00:09:15,856 Oh, you´re actually paying people to show up now? 158 00:09:15,856 --> 00:09:17,227 Pick us up at five. 159 00:09:21,692 --> 00:09:24,765 Hey, Bright, you want anything from the Snack Shack? 160 00:09:24,765 --> 00:09:26,967 No, thanks. I´m alright. 161 00:09:30,070 --> 00:09:33,644 (Brittany) ´Help! Help me. Help me. Help me.´ 162 00:09:33,644 --> 00:09:36,306 Help me. Help. Help. 163 00:09:38,048 --> 00:09:39,309 (Bright) ´You okay, Brittany?´ 164 00:09:39,309 --> 00:09:41,712 Didn´t mean to go in the deep end. Sorry. 165 00:09:41,712 --> 00:09:45,185 - I don´t know, I don´t know. - Just be careful from now on. 166 00:09:47,688 --> 00:09:49,359 Oh, my gosh. He kissed you. 167 00:09:49,359 --> 00:09:52,823 - I told you it would work. - Is it my turn now? 168 00:09:52,823 --> 00:09:56,066 You have to wait 13 minutes, and then I´ll decide who goes. 169 00:09:56,066 --> 00:09:57,668 Why do you get to decide? 170 00:09:57,668 --> 00:10:00,130 Because I´m the one who made up the game. 171 00:10:16,216 --> 00:10:18,218 Amy. Amy. 172 00:10:18,218 --> 00:10:20,691 Amy, the Mollers told me they´ve been waiting 173 00:10:20,691 --> 00:10:23,093 for their Colosso-Burgers for over 25 minutes. 174 00:10:23,093 --> 00:10:25,926 - Did you put the order through? - Oh, um.. 175 00:10:25,926 --> 00:10:28,799 The kitchen is backed up now. There´s some kind of problem. 176 00:10:28,799 --> 00:10:31,662 - Who are you? Why are you pale? - Ephram Brown, towel boy. 177 00:10:31,662 --> 00:10:34,364 I was born with unusually fair skin. This is me tan. 178 00:10:34,364 --> 00:10:36,937 - What happened in the kitchen? - The grill caught fire. 179 00:10:36,937 --> 00:10:38,809 It´s a grill. It´s made for fire. 180 00:10:38,809 --> 00:10:40,310 Want me to check? 181 00:10:40,310 --> 00:10:43,714 Never mind. I´ll do it myself. You stay in the sun. 182 00:10:43,714 --> 00:10:46,246 Sorry, I guess I just spaced there for a second. 183 00:10:46,246 --> 00:10:50,080 No problem. Lying to Macabee breaks the monotony of my day. 184 00:10:50,080 --> 00:10:51,381 Not that I don´t enjoy 185 00:10:51,381 --> 00:10:54,324 retrieving wet towels from the ground. 186 00:10:54,324 --> 00:10:57,387 Shoot. Where did I put the Mollers´ order? 187 00:11:10,741 --> 00:11:12,402 - What´s wrong? - Um.. 188 00:11:12,402 --> 00:11:14,905 Can you hand this into the kitchen? 189 00:11:14,905 --> 00:11:17,207 - Yeah. Yeah, sure. - Thanks. 190 00:11:23,013 --> 00:11:25,285 - Can we talk for a minute? - Yeah, sure. 191 00:11:25,285 --> 00:11:27,758 Um, I´m sorry to bother you. 192 00:11:27,758 --> 00:11:29,059 The school called yesterday 193 00:11:29,059 --> 00:11:31,091 and with the kids coming back next week 194 00:11:31,091 --> 00:11:35,165 they wanna organize a memorial for Colin. 195 00:11:35,165 --> 00:11:37,167 That´s a good idea, don´t you think? 196 00:11:37,167 --> 00:11:39,199 I don´t know. 197 00:11:39,199 --> 00:11:42,933 They want a few of his things, like his jersey. 198 00:11:42,933 --> 00:11:44,935 I haven´t gone through his room yet. 199 00:11:44,935 --> 00:11:46,777 I can´t possibly organize this. 200 00:11:46,777 --> 00:11:49,810 And I can´t ask Laynie because she´s getting settled back in. 201 00:11:49,810 --> 00:11:51,241 I´ll take care of it. 202 00:11:51,241 --> 00:11:53,283 - You will? - Absolutely. 203 00:11:53,283 --> 00:11:55,986 I´ll handle the whole thing. You don´t have to worry. 204 00:11:55,986 --> 00:11:57,247 Thank you. 205 00:11:58,188 --> 00:12:00,390 Oh, thank you. 206 00:12:05,325 --> 00:12:06,997 [sighs] 207 00:12:06,997 --> 00:12:08,759 It´s lunchtime, sarge. 208 00:12:08,759 --> 00:12:12,402 Irv and I thought we´d get few Cobb salads at MJ´s. Wanna join? 209 00:12:12,402 --> 00:12:13,934 No, thanks. 210 00:12:13,934 --> 00:12:16,236 I´ve got some leftovers I was about to dig into. 211 00:12:16,236 --> 00:12:17,968 The schedule´s light today, we thought maybe 212 00:12:17,968 --> 00:12:21,241 we´d catch "T3" over at the Cineplex afterwards. 213 00:12:21,241 --> 00:12:23,814 - Haven´t you seen that? - ´First six times don´t count.´ 214 00:12:23,814 --> 00:12:26,316 I was still learning all the lines. 215 00:12:26,316 --> 00:12:28,348 Okay, but don´t make a habit of it. 216 00:12:28,348 --> 00:12:30,280 ´We´re not packing them in these days´ 217 00:12:30,280 --> 00:12:32,322 but there´s still plenty to do around here. 218 00:12:32,322 --> 00:12:35,025 Sure thing, your crabbiness. Am I relieved? 219 00:12:35,025 --> 00:12:37,287 Yes, you´re relieved. 220 00:12:39,159 --> 00:12:40,460 [door closes] 221 00:12:47,497 --> 00:12:50,440 (female BP, 70/40. Blood pressure stabilizing. 222 00:12:50,440 --> 00:12:53,303 (Andy) Here we go. Field is clear. 223 00:12:53,303 --> 00:12:55,846 - How much blood have we lost? - Close to 500 cc´s. 224 00:12:55,846 --> 00:12:58,348 (Andy) Half a liter? How long´s he been on bypass? 225 00:12:58,348 --> 00:13:00,350 - Three hours and 20 minutes. - Andy, wait. 226 00:13:00,350 --> 00:13:03,283 - There´s blood in the field. - It´s the vein. 227 00:13:03,283 --> 00:13:07,557 It´s leaking again. It´s no good. 228 00:13:07,557 --> 00:13:10,891 - Blood pressure still stable. - Prepare to harvest a new vein. 229 00:13:14,925 --> 00:13:16,396 Wait. 230 00:13:16,396 --> 00:13:18,398 That will take three hours minimum. 231 00:13:18,398 --> 00:13:20,871 That puts us over six on bypass. 232 00:13:23,133 --> 00:13:24,504 That´s too long. 233 00:13:27,007 --> 00:13:29,379 - Prepare to close. - Andy, he won´t make it. 234 00:13:29,379 --> 00:13:31,942 If the vein´s no good, he´ll bleed out in-- 235 00:13:31,942 --> 00:13:33,914 I said, prepare to close. 236 00:13:52,102 --> 00:13:53,233 [knocking on door] 237 00:13:57,968 --> 00:13:59,369 Knock, knock. 238 00:13:59,369 --> 00:14:01,541 Oh, hey, I didn´t even hear you come in. 239 00:14:01,541 --> 00:14:05,045 Yeah, I´m stealthy that way. Is Delia ready? Sam´s waiting. 240 00:14:05,045 --> 00:14:07,978 Delia, Nina´s here. 241 00:14:07,978 --> 00:14:09,449 So guess what? 242 00:14:09,449 --> 00:14:12,322 I made reservations at Brenda´s new restaurant tonight. 243 00:14:12,322 --> 00:14:13,583 Oh, I heard about this. 244 00:14:13,583 --> 00:14:15,956 Some kind of Hollywood theme place. 245 00:14:15,956 --> 00:14:17,387 Planet California. 246 00:14:17,387 --> 00:14:20,390 Had to call a whole six hours in advance for a table. 247 00:14:20,390 --> 00:14:21,992 For Everwood that´s pretty hip. 248 00:14:21,992 --> 00:14:24,634 Yeah. So are you up for it? 249 00:14:24,634 --> 00:14:27,297 - Thanks, but I don´t think-- - Oh, don´t say no. 250 00:14:27,297 --> 00:14:28,568 Nina, I´m not-- 251 00:14:28,568 --> 00:14:30,440 Just one dinner. You have to eat. 252 00:14:30,440 --> 00:14:33,974 And when was the last time you had an Ashton Kutcher hamburger? 253 00:14:33,974 --> 00:14:36,146 What is that, some kind of sauce? 254 00:14:36,146 --> 00:14:37,978 I´m ready. 255 00:14:37,978 --> 00:14:40,480 Don´t forget. You have to buy me a sleeping bag. 256 00:14:40,480 --> 00:14:41,982 Brittany´s slumber party is tonight 257 00:14:41,982 --> 00:14:44,154 and we have to bring our own beds. 258 00:14:44,154 --> 00:14:46,056 Right. 259 00:14:46,056 --> 00:14:48,558 Oh, and it has to be purple, just like Brittany´s. 260 00:14:48,558 --> 00:14:52,162 Purple sleeping bag. Got it. 261 00:14:52,162 --> 00:14:54,664 Think about tonight, okay? 262 00:14:54,664 --> 00:14:56,196 Okay. 263 00:15:15,215 --> 00:15:16,446 Amy? 264 00:15:16,446 --> 00:15:18,588 Your dad said you were up here. You busy? 265 00:15:18,588 --> 00:15:21,421 No, no. I´m just, um, looking through some old stuff. 266 00:15:21,421 --> 00:15:22,692 Come on in. 267 00:15:30,600 --> 00:15:34,104 - ´When was this?´ - ´Oh, that´s freshman formal.´ 268 00:15:34,104 --> 00:15:37,467 I remember he was so freaked out because he forgot my corsage. 269 00:15:37,467 --> 00:15:39,369 Oh, that´s right, yeah. 270 00:15:39,369 --> 00:15:42,212 He dug up Mrs. Bennett´s rose garden to make one. 271 00:15:42,212 --> 00:15:44,514 It was such a disaster. 272 00:15:47,577 --> 00:15:49,619 - What´s that? - Oh, yeah. 273 00:15:49,619 --> 00:15:51,381 Mom thought you could use this. 274 00:15:51,381 --> 00:15:53,423 Colin´s computer. 275 00:15:53,423 --> 00:15:56,686 Yeah, um, she thought you might want it. I don´t know. 276 00:15:56,686 --> 00:16:00,190 Maybe there´s some stuff on there for the memorial or.. 277 00:16:00,190 --> 00:16:02,232 He did a lot of stuff with Photoshop 278 00:16:02,232 --> 00:16:04,064 so maybe there´s some pictures or.. 279 00:16:04,064 --> 00:16:07,097 I don´t really know. She just wanted you to have it. 280 00:16:07,097 --> 00:16:09,039 Thanks. Ahem. 281 00:16:13,573 --> 00:16:16,006 I should have called you, Laynie. 282 00:16:16,006 --> 00:16:19,609 - It wasn´t your decision. - No, you should´ve been there. 283 00:16:25,655 --> 00:16:28,518 Sometimes I´m really mad about it. 284 00:16:28,518 --> 00:16:33,763 Sometimes, yeah, I´m glad I wasn´t there. 285 00:16:33,763 --> 00:16:37,367 ´Cause I got a whole extra day to feel normal. 286 00:16:37,367 --> 00:16:39,229 If you wanna help with this memorial.. 287 00:16:39,229 --> 00:16:43,573 I have a hard enough time walking past his room. 288 00:16:43,573 --> 00:16:47,577 - I´m sorry but I can´t. - Okay. 289 00:16:47,577 --> 00:16:51,211 I should get going. Um.. 290 00:16:51,211 --> 00:16:53,283 But if you ever want to hang out 291 00:16:53,283 --> 00:16:55,485 or whenever, I´m around now. 292 00:16:55,485 --> 00:16:57,187 Yeah, cool. 293 00:16:57,187 --> 00:16:59,419 Thanks for doing this. 294 00:17:26,476 --> 00:17:28,448 (man on TV) ´Wow, here we´re making..´ 295 00:17:28,448 --> 00:17:32,082 (man on TV) ´And building muscle more effective than ever.´ 296 00:17:32,082 --> 00:17:34,124 (man on TV) ´We have a low-pressure area´ 297 00:17:34,124 --> 00:17:36,055 ´which has been there for three days..´ 298 00:17:36,055 --> 00:17:40,130 Cup container, which is this big one that we have down here.. 299 00:17:40,130 --> 00:17:42,192 (Colin) When they put me out tomorrow 300 00:17:42,192 --> 00:17:46,566 if I don´t wake up the way I´m supposed to.. 301 00:17:46,566 --> 00:17:49,699 ...if I´m not me again, I don´t wanna be. 302 00:17:52,672 --> 00:17:55,074 Don´t bring me back. 303 00:18:02,352 --> 00:18:04,484 - Listen, Colin-- - Please. 304 00:18:04,484 --> 00:18:06,686 Just promise me.. 305 00:18:07,717 --> 00:18:10,220 ...that you won´t keep trying. 306 00:18:14,224 --> 00:18:15,395 I promise. 307 00:18:19,569 --> 00:18:22,532 I, uh, wrote it down, in case. 308 00:18:25,705 --> 00:18:28,208 (Andy) I understand. 309 00:18:28,208 --> 00:18:31,541 But everything is going to be fine. 310 00:18:31,541 --> 00:18:32,842 Okay? 311 00:18:34,384 --> 00:18:35,615 (Colin) Okay. 312 00:18:35,615 --> 00:18:38,718 [indistinct chattering] 313 00:18:40,390 --> 00:18:42,522 - See how I´m doing it? - Kind of. 314 00:18:42,522 --> 00:18:44,624 You have to memorize it the right way. 315 00:18:44,624 --> 00:18:47,197 And you have to go slower. 316 00:18:47,197 --> 00:18:50,129 Oh, my dad´s getting me my sleeping bag today. 317 00:18:50,129 --> 00:18:52,602 And I told him it had to be purple. 318 00:18:54,364 --> 00:18:57,807 I forgot to tell you, you can´t come to my slumber party. 319 00:18:57,807 --> 00:18:59,909 What? Why not? 320 00:18:59,909 --> 00:19:03,813 If you sleep over, your dad has to drop you off and pick you up 321 00:19:03,813 --> 00:19:06,676 and my mom said that would be kind of weird. 322 00:19:06,676 --> 00:19:07,717 Why? 323 00:19:08,648 --> 00:19:11,821 No one likes your dad, Delia. 324 00:19:11,821 --> 00:19:14,724 But don´t worry, we can still be pool friends. 325 00:19:29,399 --> 00:19:30,840 [knocking on door] 326 00:19:32,772 --> 00:19:36,206 Amy, I´m gonna go grab some ice cream, you wanna join me? 327 00:19:36,206 --> 00:19:37,877 Uh, no, thanks, dad. 328 00:19:40,710 --> 00:19:43,253 Honey, you´ve been locked in your room all day. 329 00:19:43,253 --> 00:19:45,755 - Why don´t you take a break? - I can´t right now. 330 00:19:45,755 --> 00:19:48,458 What time do we have to leave for the restaurant? 331 00:19:48,458 --> 00:19:51,761 I´m not sure. Your mother made reservations for eight, so.. 332 00:19:51,761 --> 00:19:54,193 I´ll be ready by then. 333 00:20:09,879 --> 00:20:11,611 "Dr. Brown?" 334 00:20:15,645 --> 00:20:17,647 (Colin) Dear Dr. Brown 335 00:20:17,647 --> 00:20:20,320 I, Colin Hart, being of sound mind 336 00:20:20,320 --> 00:20:22,592 declare that if at any point during the surgery 337 00:20:22,592 --> 00:20:26,726 I develop an incurable or irreversible condition 338 00:20:26,726 --> 00:20:30,260 I do not want my life prolonged in any way. 339 00:20:36,436 --> 00:20:37,567 [door opens] 340 00:20:39,008 --> 00:20:41,311 Hey, how was the pool? 341 00:20:45,475 --> 00:20:48,448 - Is she alright? - What do you think? 342 00:20:48,448 --> 00:20:49,979 What happened? 343 00:20:49,979 --> 00:20:52,422 If you´d been with us, you´d know. 344 00:20:52,422 --> 00:20:53,453 What happened? 345 00:20:53,453 --> 00:20:54,684 If you´d been with us 346 00:20:54,684 --> 00:20:56,626 she wouldn´t have had the problem. 347 00:20:56,626 --> 00:20:58,788 I see you´re angry, and we´ll deal with that. 348 00:20:58,788 --> 00:21:00,930 But what happened to your sister? 349 00:21:00,930 --> 00:21:02,932 Brittany uninvited Delia to her slumber party. 350 00:21:02,932 --> 00:21:05,735 - Why? Did they have a fight? - You´re doing it again. 351 00:21:05,735 --> 00:21:07,767 You´re doing the same thing all over again. 352 00:21:07,767 --> 00:21:09,969 - What are you talking about? - Acting like a freak! 353 00:21:09,969 --> 00:21:13,373 You hole up in your office. You don´t come out of the house. 354 00:21:13,373 --> 00:21:15,775 We haven´t had dinner as family once all summer. 355 00:21:15,775 --> 00:21:17,977 What has that got to do with being uninvited? 356 00:21:17,977 --> 00:21:19,679 Brittany uninvited her because of you. 357 00:21:19,679 --> 00:21:22,782 Because her mom didn´t want you in their house. 358 00:21:22,782 --> 00:21:26,055 Well, I can´t control these people´s minds, Ephram. 359 00:21:26,055 --> 00:21:29,288 I can´t make them like me. What am I supposed to do? 360 00:21:29,288 --> 00:21:32,522 Take out an ad in the Pine Cone saying, "I´m Andy Brown? 361 00:21:32,522 --> 00:21:34,694 I´m a nice guy and heck of a surgeon?" 362 00:21:34,694 --> 00:21:37,967 - Forget it. - No, no. I´m serious. 363 00:21:37,967 --> 00:21:40,530 You´re angry with me as though this is my fault. 364 00:21:40,530 --> 00:21:44,604 - What am I supposed to do? - Stop acting so damn guilty. 365 00:21:44,604 --> 00:21:46,476 Okay, you didn´t kill him, dad. He died. 366 00:21:46,476 --> 00:21:49,539 Colin died, just like hundreds of other patients you´ve had. 367 00:21:49,539 --> 00:21:50,940 Why is this so different? 368 00:21:50,940 --> 00:21:53,082 You did your best, didn´t you? You tried? 369 00:21:53,082 --> 00:21:56,946 - Of course I tried. - Then why can´t you let it go? 370 00:21:56,946 --> 00:21:59,088 Why are you doing this to yourself? 371 00:22:06,426 --> 00:22:07,957 I don´t know. 372 00:22:07,957 --> 00:22:09,899 Well, you better figure it out. 373 00:22:09,899 --> 00:22:11,431 Because the guiltier you act 374 00:22:11,431 --> 00:22:13,603 the more these people are gonna convict you.. 375 00:22:13,603 --> 00:22:14,864 ...and us. 376 00:22:34,584 --> 00:22:36,886 I´m not sure when he wrote it. It´s not dated. 377 00:22:36,886 --> 00:22:40,760 ´I don´t even know if he gave it to Dr. Brown, but if he did´ 378 00:22:40,760 --> 00:22:43,663 Dr. Brown might not have done everything to save Colin 379 00:22:43,663 --> 00:22:45,094 because of this letter. 380 00:22:45,094 --> 00:22:47,397 Calm down. Give them a chance to process this. 381 00:22:47,397 --> 00:22:50,069 It sounds crazy, but I really think we should find out 382 00:22:50,069 --> 00:22:53,042 from Dr. Brown if he knew. 383 00:22:53,042 --> 00:22:56,576 He did know, Amy. And so did we. 384 00:22:56,576 --> 00:22:58,448 Colin spoke to us about his wishes 385 00:22:58,448 --> 00:23:00,450 before he went to see Dr. Brown.. 386 00:23:00,450 --> 00:23:02,712 ...the night before the surgery. 387 00:23:02,712 --> 00:23:07,056 No, no, I was with him that day. That´s the day that we all went. 388 00:23:07,056 --> 00:23:09,789 - He couldn´t have. - He did, Amy. 389 00:23:09,789 --> 00:23:11,390 So you did know? 390 00:23:14,624 --> 00:23:17,396 You came to me, asked me to plan the memorial. 391 00:23:17,396 --> 00:23:19,469 You asked me to go back, find pictures 392 00:23:19,469 --> 00:23:22,972 go through his things, and I did that for you. 393 00:23:22,972 --> 00:23:27,006 And you kept this from me. 394 00:23:27,006 --> 00:23:29,138 I am so sorry. 395 00:23:37,186 --> 00:23:40,119 We-we should go. Ahem. 396 00:23:40,119 --> 00:23:41,591 Y-y-you have to understand. 397 00:23:41,591 --> 00:23:43,953 We thought we did the right thing. 398 00:23:43,953 --> 00:23:45,825 Colin is dead. 399 00:23:45,825 --> 00:23:48,698 How could that be the right thing for anybody? 400 00:24:00,710 --> 00:24:04,113 - What you doing, kiddo? - It´s called cat´s cradle. 401 00:24:04,113 --> 00:24:06,876 But it doesn´t really work with one person. 402 00:24:06,876 --> 00:24:09,619 Well, maybe I can play. 403 00:24:09,619 --> 00:24:12,221 - Why don´t you show me how? - Oh, that´s okay. 404 00:24:12,221 --> 00:24:14,023 It´s stupid anyway. 405 00:24:16,726 --> 00:24:19,729 - You´re mad at me. - No, I´m not. 406 00:24:19,729 --> 00:24:22,632 Yeah, you are. 407 00:24:22,632 --> 00:24:25,464 But it´s okay. I´m mad at me too. 408 00:24:25,464 --> 00:24:28,067 It´s not your fault people hate you. 409 00:24:28,067 --> 00:24:31,240 I mean, you didn´t mean to kill Colin. 410 00:24:31,240 --> 00:24:35,104 Well, I didn´t actually kill Colin, sweetheart. 411 00:24:35,104 --> 00:24:37,146 I know. It was an accident. 412 00:24:37,146 --> 00:24:39,779 Well, I wouldn´t put it that way either. 413 00:24:39,779 --> 00:24:42,251 So how would you put it? 414 00:24:42,251 --> 00:24:46,185 Well, it´s kind of hard to explain, but.. 415 00:24:46,185 --> 00:24:48,487 ...as a doctor, there´s always the possibility 416 00:24:48,487 --> 00:24:50,489 that one of my patients won´t survive surgery. 417 00:24:50,489 --> 00:24:52,261 ´It´s one of the risks involved.´ 418 00:24:52,261 --> 00:24:54,493 But because I wasn´t able to save Colin 419 00:24:54,493 --> 00:24:56,225 doesn´t mean that I killed him. 420 00:24:56,225 --> 00:24:58,528 Do you understand the difference? 421 00:24:58,528 --> 00:25:01,230 - Not really. - Okay. 422 00:25:02,702 --> 00:25:04,574 Do you remember 423 00:25:04,574 --> 00:25:07,877 when Gary the Hamster got sick back in New York? 424 00:25:07,877 --> 00:25:10,910 Made him drink my cold medicine so that he would get better. 425 00:25:10,910 --> 00:25:14,914 Right. Because you wanted to help him. But he died anyway. 426 00:25:14,914 --> 00:25:17,887 Ephram said hamsters aren´t supposed to have people medicine 427 00:25:17,887 --> 00:25:20,049 ´and that I made Gary even sicker.´ 428 00:25:20,049 --> 00:25:21,821 Maybe, but that´s not the point. 429 00:25:21,821 --> 00:25:25,895 The point is that you tried to help, and you couldn´t. 430 00:25:25,895 --> 00:25:27,927 It was out of your control. 431 00:25:27,927 --> 00:25:31,160 Sometimes, no matter what we do, sweetie.. 432 00:25:31,160 --> 00:25:34,033 ...hamsters just die. 433 00:25:34,033 --> 00:25:35,605 Like with mom? 434 00:25:38,908 --> 00:25:41,310 Yeah. Like with mom. 435 00:25:43,943 --> 00:25:48,547 Now, I know it´s not as cool as a slumber party 436 00:25:48,547 --> 00:25:50,179 but Nina has made reservations 437 00:25:50,179 --> 00:25:52,722 for all of us at that new restaurant in town. 438 00:25:52,722 --> 00:25:56,325 - So, what do you say? Wanna go? - Totally. 439 00:25:56,325 --> 00:25:58,728 Then get your shoes on, and let´s get going. 440 00:25:58,728 --> 00:26:02,091 - Where are we going? - We are going out to dinner. 441 00:26:02,091 --> 00:26:03,963 - Cool. Can I drive? - No. 442 00:26:16,245 --> 00:26:18,848 Okay, no shoving, people. No shoving. 443 00:26:18,848 --> 00:26:22,712 This is California, not New York. 444 00:26:22,712 --> 00:26:24,113 Dr. Brown. Heh. 445 00:26:24,113 --> 00:26:25,985 What an uncomfortable surprise. 446 00:26:25,985 --> 00:26:27,586 Table for five, please, Brenda. 447 00:26:27,586 --> 00:26:30,159 Oh, well, ha, as you can see 448 00:26:30,159 --> 00:26:32,922 Planet California is quite booked. 449 00:26:32,922 --> 00:26:35,264 Word of mouth travels fast in this town, so.. 450 00:26:35,264 --> 00:26:37,596 ...if you´d like to come back another time 451 00:26:37,596 --> 00:26:39,098 perhaps in a few weeks-- 452 00:26:39,098 --> 00:26:41,701 We have a reservation, Brenda. It´s under my name. 453 00:26:43,302 --> 00:26:47,176 Well, aren´t you a tricky little thing. 454 00:26:47,176 --> 00:26:49,078 Okay, right this way. 455 00:26:49,078 --> 00:26:51,841 Please, notice the sand. Here you go. 456 00:26:51,841 --> 00:26:55,845 Oh, would you listen to this? "Smoked trout nicoise salad 457 00:26:55,845 --> 00:26:58,688 with field greens and Dijon vinaigrette dressing." 458 00:26:58,688 --> 00:27:00,319 ´Look at what Baxworth is charging´ 459 00:27:00,319 --> 00:27:02,191 ´for this culinary catastrophe.´ 460 00:27:02,191 --> 00:27:06,195 - I think it sounds delicious. - Hollywood cuisine, my foot. 461 00:27:06,195 --> 00:27:08,157 Take an ordinary piece of cauliflower 462 00:27:08,157 --> 00:27:10,059 stick it in a blender, title it 463 00:27:10,059 --> 00:27:13,202 "Puree of Sylvester Stallone," charge five extra bucks for it. 464 00:27:13,202 --> 00:27:14,804 It´s obscene. 465 00:27:14,804 --> 00:27:16,766 The Kelly Ripa salad looks pretty good, dad. 466 00:27:16,766 --> 00:27:18,708 Except for the burned walnuts. 467 00:27:18,708 --> 00:27:21,771 I´ll just ask them not to burn my nuts. 468 00:27:21,771 --> 00:27:24,744 - What are you gonna have, Amy? - I´m not hungry. 469 00:27:24,744 --> 00:27:27,016 Well, you have to eat something. 470 00:27:30,179 --> 00:27:32,822 What is it, sweetie? 471 00:27:32,822 --> 00:27:34,023 Amy. 472 00:27:37,727 --> 00:27:39,929 - Amy, what a nice-- - Think I wouldn´t find out? 473 00:27:39,929 --> 00:27:41,791 - I´m just curious. - Find out about what? 474 00:27:41,791 --> 00:27:43,993 - I´m not sure I understand. - I found the letter. 475 00:27:43,993 --> 00:27:46,165 Colin didn´t just die, you let him. 476 00:27:46,165 --> 00:27:49,268 - You let him die, didn´t you? - What´s she talking about? 477 00:27:49,268 --> 00:27:52,942 Your father, the number one brain surgeon in the country. 478 00:27:52,942 --> 00:27:54,343 What a joke. 479 00:27:56,876 --> 00:27:59,949 Why don´t you come by my office tomorrow, we´ll talk about this? 480 00:27:59,949 --> 00:28:02,952 I wanna know now. I´m sick of everyone lying to me. 481 00:28:02,952 --> 00:28:06,355 So why don´t you just tell me what happened? What did you do? 482 00:28:06,355 --> 00:28:09,058 Nothing. There was nothing that left I could do. 483 00:28:09,058 --> 00:28:11,821 - Nothing that Colin would´ve-- - That wasn´t your decision. 484 00:28:11,821 --> 00:28:14,123 Amy, that´s enough. That´s enough. 485 00:28:14,123 --> 00:28:16,996 You were his doctor. You weren´t supposed to play it safe. 486 00:28:16,996 --> 00:28:19,198 I found you because you never gave up. 487 00:28:19,198 --> 00:28:22,802 I didn´t give up, Amy. I tried. 488 00:28:22,802 --> 00:28:25,374 You didn´t try hard enough, did you? 489 00:28:27,877 --> 00:28:29,909 Did you? 490 00:28:29,909 --> 00:28:31,380 No. 491 00:28:32,742 --> 00:28:33,983 Why not? 492 00:28:38,147 --> 00:28:41,390 You have to understand, it was such a risk to begin with. 493 00:28:41,390 --> 00:28:43,492 That´s what you said the first time. 494 00:28:43,492 --> 00:28:47,396 But he was fine, and he was perfect. 495 00:28:47,396 --> 00:28:51,400 After everything we´ve been through, where was your faith? 496 00:28:55,234 --> 00:28:56,435 I´m sorry. 497 00:29:19,758 --> 00:29:22,932 Go put your pajamas on, Delia. I´ll be up in a minute. 498 00:29:24,964 --> 00:29:30,900 I guess we know who you´re not taking to the prom this year. 499 00:29:30,900 --> 00:29:33,772 Are we gonna talk about this? 500 00:29:33,772 --> 00:29:36,775 Not much left to say. 501 00:29:36,775 --> 00:29:39,078 I´m pretty sure you´ve heard it all. 502 00:29:39,078 --> 00:29:41,050 Not from you, I didn´t. 503 00:29:47,016 --> 00:29:50,419 There was a point in the surgery.. 504 00:29:52,561 --> 00:29:55,464 ...after the vessel burst.. 505 00:29:55,464 --> 00:29:58,567 ...where I could´ve tried something else. 506 00:29:58,567 --> 00:30:02,371 A more complex version of the same procedure. 507 00:30:03,802 --> 00:30:07,506 But we would have had to start all over again. 508 00:30:07,506 --> 00:30:11,881 I just kept thinking about that night. 509 00:30:11,881 --> 00:30:15,214 He was sitting on that couch, right where you are.. 510 00:30:15,214 --> 00:30:18,017 ...pleading with me. 511 00:30:18,017 --> 00:30:22,021 Making me promise something that I never should have promised. 512 00:30:24,253 --> 00:30:25,955 And so.. 513 00:30:28,027 --> 00:30:29,899 I just stopped. 514 00:30:33,062 --> 00:30:34,864 I stopped trying. 515 00:30:37,907 --> 00:30:40,109 So he would have lived? 516 00:30:40,109 --> 00:30:41,840 Probably. 517 00:30:43,242 --> 00:30:46,375 But he wouldn´t have been the same boy that you knew. 518 00:30:46,375 --> 00:30:49,248 At best, he would have been barely functioning. 519 00:30:49,248 --> 00:30:52,081 Both physically and mentally handicapped.. 520 00:30:52,081 --> 00:30:55,024 ...dependent upon those who loved him for everything. 521 00:30:55,024 --> 00:30:57,887 At worst, he would have remained on a breathing apparatus 522 00:30:57,887 --> 00:30:59,929 until the Harts themselves were forced 523 00:30:59,929 --> 00:31:02,431 to make the same decision that I did. 524 00:31:04,994 --> 00:31:08,137 I knew that the only way to keep my promise to him.. 525 00:31:10,199 --> 00:31:12,141 ...was to let him go. 526 00:31:15,444 --> 00:31:17,476 So you´ve been living with this all summer 527 00:31:17,476 --> 00:31:20,049 and you haven´t told anybody? 528 00:31:20,049 --> 00:31:22,051 - His wishes were confidential. - That´s crap. 529 00:31:22,051 --> 00:31:24,083 I´m your son, you should have told me. 530 00:31:24,083 --> 00:31:27,086 Why? So you could blame me too? 531 00:31:27,086 --> 00:31:30,559 So you could hate me like the rest of this town? 532 00:31:30,559 --> 00:31:34,023 I couldn´t take that risk. 533 00:31:34,023 --> 00:31:36,025 Not after everything we´ve been through. 534 00:31:36,025 --> 00:31:38,197 After everything we´ve been through? 535 00:31:38,197 --> 00:31:41,170 The only risk you took was not being honest with me. 536 00:31:44,033 --> 00:31:46,275 Well, now you know, Ephram. 537 00:31:48,237 --> 00:31:50,940 And you can decide just like everyone else. 538 00:31:53,312 --> 00:31:57,046 Did I kill Colin Hart, or did I save him? 539 00:32:09,158 --> 00:32:10,529 Still? 540 00:32:10,529 --> 00:32:12,261 The looping-under part keeps screwing me up. 541 00:32:12,261 --> 00:32:15,704 - Just give me a clip-on. - Here. 542 00:32:17,366 --> 00:32:19,068 How´s Amy doing? 543 00:32:19,068 --> 00:32:23,172 Well, better than she was last night. 544 00:32:23,172 --> 00:32:25,944 Let´s hope she makes it through the service okay. 545 00:32:25,944 --> 00:32:28,217 What in the world? 546 00:32:28,217 --> 00:32:31,580 Were you trying to strangle yourself with Armani? 547 00:32:34,623 --> 00:32:38,087 I didn´t know she felt like that about Dr. Brown. 548 00:32:38,087 --> 00:32:41,330 I don´t feel like that. I don´t blame him for what happened. 549 00:32:41,330 --> 00:32:43,292 Nor do I. 550 00:32:43,292 --> 00:32:45,494 If she blames him, she must blame me too. 551 00:32:45,494 --> 00:32:49,098 I´m the reason that Colin even got hurt in the first place. 552 00:32:49,098 --> 00:32:52,671 - You can´t keep going there. - I don´t want to. But Amy-- 553 00:32:52,671 --> 00:32:54,703 Your sister is in a lot of pain. 554 00:32:54,703 --> 00:32:57,146 She´s looking for someone to take it out on. 555 00:32:57,146 --> 00:32:59,978 At the moment, that unfortunate soul is Dr. Brown. 556 00:32:59,978 --> 00:33:02,481 That doesn´t mean that she´s right. 557 00:33:02,481 --> 00:33:04,253 Now, truth be told 558 00:33:04,253 --> 00:33:08,117 I prefer she have these kinds of outbursts, unfair as they are 559 00:33:08,117 --> 00:33:10,489 rather than keeping all her feelings inside. 560 00:33:10,489 --> 00:33:11,690 [sighs] 561 00:33:11,690 --> 00:33:14,323 It´s the only way she´ll ever move on. 562 00:33:14,323 --> 00:33:17,266 You think she can? 563 00:33:17,266 --> 00:33:20,999 I´m not sure. I certainly hope so. 564 00:33:20,999 --> 00:33:23,632 - I do know one thing. - What? 565 00:33:23,632 --> 00:33:26,675 It doesn´t mean that she loved him more. 566 00:33:26,675 --> 00:33:28,737 There. That´s better. 567 00:33:31,410 --> 00:33:32,681 Thanks, dad. 568 00:33:47,296 --> 00:33:49,558 There sure are a lot of cars here. 569 00:33:49,558 --> 00:33:51,460 (Andy) Yeah. 570 00:33:51,460 --> 00:33:53,802 Thanks for pointing that out. 571 00:33:55,334 --> 00:33:58,767 Are you gonna talk to all these people? 572 00:33:58,767 --> 00:34:00,809 I´m gonna try. 573 00:34:00,809 --> 00:34:03,712 Are you gonna tell them the hamster story? 574 00:34:03,712 --> 00:34:05,274 Something like that. 575 00:34:10,649 --> 00:34:14,453 That´s what I was doing just now. I was.. 576 00:34:14,453 --> 00:34:17,556 ...imagining Colin there. 577 00:34:17,556 --> 00:34:21,660 I was imagining what he would do and what he would say. 578 00:34:41,280 --> 00:34:43,612 I don´t think he´d be too crazy about tonight. 579 00:34:43,612 --> 00:34:46,355 He hated school assemblies. 580 00:34:46,355 --> 00:34:49,688 He hated school assemblies but he loved.. 581 00:34:49,688 --> 00:34:53,162 ...basketball and Coldplay 582 00:34:54,092 --> 00:34:56,395 and Jim Carrey movies. 583 00:34:56,395 --> 00:34:58,227 [sighs] 584 00:34:58,227 --> 00:35:00,129 And he loved the month of October 585 00:35:00,129 --> 00:35:02,801 because that´s when his birthday was. 586 00:35:05,874 --> 00:35:09,638 But most of all, he loved Everwood. 587 00:35:09,638 --> 00:35:12,641 ´A lot of us talk about moving away from here someday´ 588 00:35:12,641 --> 00:35:16,145 but Colin never did. 589 00:35:16,145 --> 00:35:19,788 He wanted to be a part of this place forever. 590 00:35:19,788 --> 00:35:21,390 He is now. 591 00:35:50,279 --> 00:35:53,522 I came here tonight to, uh.. 592 00:35:53,522 --> 00:35:57,186 ...share with you my memories of Colin Hart. 593 00:35:57,186 --> 00:36:01,660 And to tell you how sorry I am for your loss. 594 00:36:01,660 --> 00:36:06,164 For most of you, these are empty words, I know. 595 00:36:06,164 --> 00:36:08,297 But I offer them nonetheless. 596 00:36:11,640 --> 00:36:13,342 As patients go.. 597 00:36:14,673 --> 00:36:18,247 ...Colin was the best kind that you could hope for. 598 00:36:18,947 --> 00:36:21,650 ´He was willful.´ 599 00:36:21,650 --> 00:36:24,553 ´He was determined..´ 600 00:36:24,553 --> 00:36:25,954 ´...endlessly optimistic.´ 601 00:36:25,954 --> 00:36:27,686 ´And why not?´ 602 00:36:27,686 --> 00:36:31,720 His recuperation from his initial surgery was hailed 603 00:36:31,720 --> 00:36:33,562 as a miracle. 604 00:36:34,723 --> 00:36:37,896 He was talking again. 605 00:36:37,896 --> 00:36:40,729 And he was walking. 606 00:36:40,729 --> 00:36:43,872 ´Soon, he was running.´ 607 00:36:43,872 --> 00:36:46,204 ´His failure to remember his past´ 608 00:36:46,204 --> 00:36:49,738 didn´t stop him from making new memories 609 00:36:49,738 --> 00:36:51,980 ´and new friendships´ 610 00:36:51,980 --> 00:36:54,543 ´or from rekindling his old ones.´ 611 00:36:55,984 --> 00:36:58,617 For five months 612 00:36:58,617 --> 00:37:01,219 he reacquainted this town.. 613 00:37:02,751 --> 00:37:06,425 ...with his beautiful spirit. 614 00:37:08,757 --> 00:37:11,229 Many of you believe that I was 615 00:37:11,229 --> 00:37:13,802 somehow responsible for all of this. 616 00:37:15,904 --> 00:37:18,507 And I let you. 617 00:37:18,507 --> 00:37:20,969 Because I was desperate to believe it too. 618 00:37:23,412 --> 00:37:26,915 We´re taught as surgeons to think that we are.. 619 00:37:28,277 --> 00:37:31,780 ...in control of people´s destinies. 620 00:37:31,780 --> 00:37:36,855 But the truth is, we are really just foot soldiers. 621 00:37:36,855 --> 00:37:39,588 Colin knew this. 622 00:37:39,588 --> 00:37:43,532 He didn´t expect a miracle from me 623 00:37:43,532 --> 00:37:45,263 because he knew.. 624 00:37:48,297 --> 00:37:52,270 ...that he was the miracle. 625 00:37:52,270 --> 00:37:55,874 What he expected.. 626 00:37:55,874 --> 00:37:59,047 ...was for me to do my best. 627 00:38:04,383 --> 00:38:05,354 [sighs] 628 00:38:06,455 --> 00:38:07,586 And.. 629 00:38:09,287 --> 00:38:11,460 ...that is what I tried to do. 630 00:38:13,692 --> 00:38:16,565 I´m sorry it wasn´t enough. 631 00:38:16,565 --> 00:38:17,966 [sniffles] 632 00:38:20,999 --> 00:38:23,902 I´m sorry that he´s gone. 633 00:39:04,773 --> 00:39:08,016 Sometimes it is only with the ending of a season 634 00:39:08,016 --> 00:39:11,049 that a storyteller can find the most appropriate ending 635 00:39:11,049 --> 00:39:12,651 to his tale. 636 00:39:12,651 --> 00:39:14,923 As the last hours of summer crept up 637 00:39:14,923 --> 00:39:16,825 on the town of Everwood 638 00:39:16,825 --> 00:39:19,528 it seemed everyone was just about ready for a change. 639 00:39:19,528 --> 00:39:22,561 How about you? You want some of this? 640 00:39:22,561 --> 00:39:24,362 A fresh start.. 641 00:39:26,865 --> 00:39:30,899 ...filled with new adventures and new friends 642 00:39:30,899 --> 00:39:33,842 and some old ones 643 00:39:33,842 --> 00:39:36,645 and those somewhere in between. 644 00:39:40,979 --> 00:39:42,411 Doctor. 645 00:39:43,482 --> 00:39:44,753 Doctor. 646 00:39:44,753 --> 00:39:47,486 For if death reminds us of anything 647 00:39:47,486 --> 00:39:49,818 it reminds us of just how resilient 648 00:39:49,818 --> 00:39:51,820 the human spirit is.. 649 00:39:51,820 --> 00:39:53,792 ...when it wants to be. 650 00:39:57,826 --> 00:40:02,431 - You almost done? - Yeah, pretty much. You? 651 00:40:02,431 --> 00:40:05,474 I still got a few things left to do, so, um.. 652 00:40:05,474 --> 00:40:07,135 I´ll lock up. You can go home. 653 00:40:07,135 --> 00:40:09,678 You sure? I mean, I can stay if you want. 654 00:40:09,678 --> 00:40:12,811 That´s okay. I wouldn´t mind being alone for a little bit. 655 00:40:23,922 --> 00:40:26,424 You know, after my mom died 656 00:40:26,424 --> 00:40:28,627 everybody told me that I was gonna be okay 657 00:40:28,627 --> 00:40:32,561 that it would take a little time but I´d heal. 658 00:40:33,802 --> 00:40:36,465 Well, that didn´t ever happen. Not really. 659 00:40:43,572 --> 00:40:45,974 What you´re feeling right now, Amy 660 00:40:45,974 --> 00:40:47,976 it doesn´t ever really go away. 661 00:40:47,976 --> 00:40:50,118 Not completely. 662 00:40:50,118 --> 00:40:52,481 It´s not like you´re gonna go back to being 663 00:40:52,481 --> 00:40:55,784 the person you were before they died. 664 00:40:55,784 --> 00:40:57,455 The person´s gone. 665 00:40:59,658 --> 00:41:01,990 It´s more like.. 666 00:41:01,990 --> 00:41:03,662 ...something inside of you breaks 667 00:41:03,662 --> 00:41:06,495 and your body finds a way to compensate for it. 668 00:41:06,495 --> 00:41:08,737 Like if you busted your right hand 669 00:41:08,737 --> 00:41:11,139 you figure out how to use the left one. 670 00:41:11,139 --> 00:41:14,543 And, sure, you might resist for a while ´cause you´re pissed off 671 00:41:14,543 --> 00:41:16,875 that you have to learn all this stuff again 672 00:41:16,875 --> 00:41:18,547 that nobody else does. 673 00:41:19,948 --> 00:41:23,151 Eventually your body takes over and it figures it out for you. 674 00:41:23,151 --> 00:41:27,115 And you´re glad, because if it was up to you 675 00:41:27,115 --> 00:41:28,757 you´d just.. 676 00:41:30,519 --> 00:41:33,091 ...look at your busted hand forever 677 00:41:33,091 --> 00:41:36,725 and try to figure out what it was like before. 678 00:41:42,200 --> 00:41:46,104 I wish he wasn´t your father, Ephram. 679 00:41:46,104 --> 00:41:50,008 I wish I didn´t have to think of him every time I talk to you. 680 00:41:50,008 --> 00:41:53,642 Sometimes I wish he wasn´t my father too. Believe me, I do. 681 00:41:56,144 --> 00:41:57,686 But he´s a good person, Amy 682 00:41:57,686 --> 00:42:00,649 and he knows what you´re going through. 683 00:42:00,649 --> 00:42:05,153 If you´re asking me to forgive him, I can´t do that. I´m sorry. 684 00:42:05,153 --> 00:42:08,156 So, what happens now? With us? 685 00:42:11,930 --> 00:42:13,832 We´re friends, Ephram. 686 00:42:13,832 --> 00:42:16,004 Let´s just leave it at that, okay? 687 00:42:16,004 --> 00:42:18,536 Okay. Sure. 688 00:42:18,536 --> 00:42:21,269 I´ll see you at school. 689 00:42:21,269 --> 00:42:23,572 See you at school. 690 00:42:28,647 --> 00:42:31,149 They say that junior year is supposed to be the hardest. 691 00:42:31,149 --> 00:42:35,253 But, I mean, after this last one it´s gotta be a cakewalk, right? 692 00:42:36,755 --> 00:42:37,886 Yeah. 693 00:42:40,829 --> 00:42:42,560 See you. 694 00:42:48,166 --> 00:42:50,268 (Colin) ´Grover.´ 695 00:42:50,268 --> 00:42:52,200 Grover, over here. 696 00:42:54,102 --> 00:42:56,574 Hey, look, it´s 11:00. 697 00:42:56,574 --> 00:42:58,877 Remember? You promised. 698 00:43:05,253 --> 00:43:07,756 Wait, stop. I´ll come to you. 699 00:43:26,274 --> 00:43:27,636 [sighs]